wow... what a week. i'm SO tired.. PCN was last night. I think it was better than i expected. Everyone finally got the Jordan Knight dance down pat! well.. not pat but it was good! I heard that our Modern was better than the Modern before ours... yea.. we came to the rescue.. thanx Val for jumping in @ last minute! :) your work is very much appreciated... as long as we can keep up haha. well, this whole week has been hectic for me. i had practices everyday and most of the time the practices overlapped.. yuck.. there was choir from 2:45-5:00... and PCN from 4-6... haha.. on Wednesday i only went home to change and take a shower.. my schedule was overlapping like CRAZY! 2:45-5 choir... 4-6 PCN.. 5-9 MUN Banquet.. eek!! and i still had the nrg to pull off morning practices the whole week. come to school @ 6 and practice until school time.. talk about a morning exercise! jordan knight, foxy brown, and rockafeller in the morning.. just the mix to start my day! surprisingly that woke up my whole body leaving me awake until... 9 PM.. haha. yep.. and i have a busy week ahead of me too.. no rest inbetween.. there's choir everyday.. plus i gotta catch up on my HW.. then choir show on the 6th and 7th.. then prom on the 8th.. and a Baptism in San Diego @ 8 AM!!! i might as well sleep in my hair so i don't have to fix it for the Baptism.. i feel tired just thinking of it. Well.. imma gonna rest for the busy week ahead of me so.. bye!

a 'LiL note to the guys...

“Thinkin’ back in time, someone said that love is blind. But they were wrong. You just choose not to see. When it’s right before your eyes, you’d rather compromise than give your all. Then it don’t turn out the way it’s supposed to be. Time and time again you disappoint when she believes. Just do your best and give her what she needs. And… Cherish her love. Show her she’s right where she belongs. Take care of her heart before she’s gone. Cherish her love. It might be hard to conceive. You gotta see the forest despite the trees before it all burns down not tellin’ ya nothing you don’t know. But she’ll let you have your fun, but when a woman’s done she’s done and then she’ll go just when you’re needin’ her the most. Time and time again you disappoint when she believes. Do all you can to give her what she needs. Cherish her love. Show her she’s right where she belongs. Take care of her heart before she’s gone. Cherish her love. And if you care about the weather, keep her safe and warm. Let nothing in between stand in your way. They say it’s calm inside the eye of the storm. Together come whatever. Come what may. Just cherish her love. Show her she’s right where she belongs. Take care of her heart before she goes. Cherish her love.”
~Brian McKnight "Cherish"

any-who... yesterday's baby shower was fun and interesting.. it felt good to see my old guy friends and actually talk to them cuz we only see each other at church. and Ariana was so cute! she got a lot of stuff! makes me want to have one.. but i think baby.. no time.. not now.. wait in 10 years.. but holding Trinity (my Godchild who was at the shower) gave me that feeling where you know all is good. *sigh* James won an award and a gahr novice mun conference.. and that was his first one too! and i get to see him @ the UCLA conference next year! =) he said he was planning on going. OoOoo.. and next year my mom said i can use the condo in Florida for spring break! she asked james if he wanted to plan a trip there for some people from our class.. i was surprised when my mom brought that up but then i realize by next year i'm 17 and she said she's going to let me go on trips with my friends.. that's gonna be fun! it's like an OLF field trip! =) but the condo can't hold a lot of people.. maybe 12-15 ppl. at most.. OoOo.. then i can plan another one during the summer with my friends @ cerritos! how fun! i don't know if i can get enough money to do that tho.. eh.. i'll get a job. ;D