i'm SO tired.. and yet.. i'm still online.. i guess cuz i have a LOT to do.. damn.. ok so this new year started off REALLY REALLY busy... at least i was allowed a break at least an hour a day.. yikes.. that's like snack n lunch where i get a break.. so let's see.. looking back on the year 2002... hmm.. i can't say it was a productive year.. it never really went the way i planned it.. and i was jipped out of almost everything.. but overall.. 2002 was a year that brought me closer to my friends and pushed away some.. and i still don't know whether it was for the best or the worst. 2002, was a year that seemed like it went by almost TOO slow. i was so happy to watch that ball drop in time square.. leaving all my 2002 problems in my back pocket while conquering new challenges. yep.. the best times of '02 were.. hmm.. trip to Laguna Beach (eww seaweed!).. pigging out in Rio (vegas).. Disneyland.. Knotts (even though it was friggin' 42 bucks to pay for 2 people after 4! haha) .. funnel cake (when i went to knotts for free.. cuz it was free food!! ) .. cotillion practices!.. chuck e. cheese with trinity and seeing phan.. karaoke nights at my house.. surprise visits.. homecoming was HELLA fun this year!!.. hanging with liezl! (after years of planning we finally hung out over winter break!).. Christmas.. last day of school.. piano recitial.. workout sessions.. but of course there were the bad times.. mom had surgery april.. ran late going to sadies.. being stuck at home over the summer.. starting school.. mixed feelings towards someone.. lonely times.. no car days.. bad grade days.. but you know.. that's all over n done with.. and now i get to start over.. start fresh.. maybe i'll change.. maybe i won't.. but i know one thing for sure.. i'll always be me.. hmm.. next on my list is to lose the weight i gained from christmas.. the good part is that i didn't gain all the weight that i had lost last year.. i actually got myself down to 128.. i was so proud.. let's keep the weight down.. and i'm still waiting for a winter formal date.. =(