I was reading thru my old old old! entries on scribble cuz i saved them on a disk before it started to charge people and i realized how dorky i was. I used a lot of quotes and talked about how I was "stronger".. ay. stronger my arse. i didn't know any better and hid behind a facade just so that i can heal new and reopened wounds. I can't believe how much i wrote about on LOVE. that was the main subject on most of my entries. Friendship was also a main focus just because my entries were misinterpreted and then talked about with those misinterpretations. I noticed how defensive i was in my scribbles. I really wanted to make sure that my name was cleared and that my side was told. Now, i just don't seem to care as much. I complained a lot.. but that's wut those things were for tho right?? a time to vent..

wut a busy weekend! i was running around a lot.. LITERALLY! it all started Friday morning. jen called @ 8:30 in the morning and said that the stuff was at her house so i had to come over and blow up balloons for trinity's 1st bday party. I had to clean the house first so i was running around the house, sweeping, vacuuming, dusting, feeding my sister, feeding the fish, and then i looked up at the clock. 10:00?! i was suppose to be @ trinity's an hour ago! so i hassel my sister, change, and leave the house. Then i had to blow up 36 balloons.. boy did i have fun with the helium tank. haha ok NEways.. then i went home to get the karaoke mic and library books. returned the books and went back to trinity's. then around 3 i dropped food off @ solar's n headed toward piano lessons, went back to trinity's around 4:15 and left around 8. stayed @ the hospital until 11 went home slept. Sunday, church @ 11:00, when to hospital @ 12:15.. dropped off sister @ her friend's party @ 1:30. left her friend's house @ 3. went back to hospital. left at 4:30 with diana. went home to change, and then headed to Charisma's house. Around 5:30 we left go to Bobby Mcgees (fun restaurant!). there, i spent time with my old fatima buddies. diana and i were devising a plan to crash winter formal and were so close in going too!! cuz u knw, ppl. don't check after what.. 9.. 10?? so we were about to go! oh man.. then today.. i just stayed with my mom the whole day and now here i am.. 3:50 in the morning.. blogging.. haha