this week, i have been OFF.. on thursday i thought it was tuesday and today i thought it was thursday.. my internal clock is so messed up right now.. i sleep @ 9:30 n wake up around 4-5 in the morning. Metally, i was just on a vacation i guess... but the weekend is FINALLY here.. =) yay more FUN times to remember. Next week i'm going to Berkley for MUN.. it was all LAST MINUTE too cuz he said we were not going but now we are.. so it's weird.. so i'm leaving friday @ lunch.. right when it starts.. =( would that give me time for goodbyes?? hmm.. i dunno. if not i'm getting out of contemp. media just to.. ay.. that reminds me that i have to tell val i can't make it to cotillion practice friday OR sunday.. eekk. that means i have a lot of catching up to do when we get back... what am i going to do up in Berkley?? it's our last MUN conference away from home where we stay in a hotel room.. im sad.. but at the same time i'm glad cuz then there's no more conferences! i'm sad to know that this may be the last time me n the gals are gonna share a room together. *quivering lower lip* (haha mona). we're taking a plane going up there.. so yeah.. its a 45 min. flight.. it's better than 8 hours in a bus.. and a lot cheaper! =) anyone want souveniers? maybe i can "casually" bump into my cuzin! yay! hmm.. i wonder if her house is near tho... hmm.. must start planning

wow.. in the course of 2 weeks my life has gotten increasingly better. Valentines came and had left me.. how can i put this.. speechless, happy, excited, appreciated.. =) *blush* it had started like any other day, except this time i bought starbucks in the morning, but ended up pretty well.. solar, jerome, and i had a fun time @ coldstones.. =) it seriously lifted my what was tiring/sad day. It just showed me that people do care. I couldn't resist an offer to coldstones haha. And i stepped into Gamezone for the first time.. which btw isn't all that exciting cuz that's wut my cuzins took me to in the PI back in '99...dang internet cafes..haha. but it was quite amusing in a weird sorta way. but yeah.. i got lots of hugs tho! that was fun! hehe. let's see.. after coldstones on a windy/cold day and talking about stuff with the boys i dropped jerome at his house while we went home and watched lizzie mcguire.. then i fell asleep on the carpet.. haha good times.. yummy thai BBQ combination soup toO! but yeah.. GOOD TIMES.. got in trouble tho when i came home but it was ALL good... worth it too.. =) hmm.. but yeah..

so hmm.. lemme recap this week:
MONDAY [02.17] No school! Pammy and Diana came over in attempt to work on english.. i ended up staying up trying and then falling asleep on my HW.. bad emmi..
TUESDAY [02.18] a blah day.. stayed up all night.. AGAIN..
WEDNESDAY [02.19] started day with starbucks again.. but this time it was CRAPPY starbucks cuz the girl that did my drink just put the cider and no caramel.. grrr.. then i had to work scrip all by myself.. =( but half of my ohana came back from DC!! so YAY! oh and i got 9.5 hours of sleep that night! woo-hoo!
THURSDAY[02.20] day started sad because kristen wasn't there first period.. but she surprised me @ lunch that i was about to cry! haha saw neil toO! then PCN practice.
FRIDAY [02.21] M/C test in english.. yuck. val's cotillion practice! fuN! came home and did nothing..
TODAY, SATURDAY [02.22] had a girly talk with my mom.. haha. it was quite funny actually.. =) when my dad came it the room he asked what we were talking about and my mom said, "oh just girly talk".. aww.. she's so cute. haha then my mom's physical therapist came.. then i went to the mall with family! we haven't gone to the mall together in a LONG time cuz of my mom's back surgery. We watched Shanghai Knights which was quite funny. My mom enjoyed it. i haven't seen her laugh so hard in a long time.. of course she couldn't laugh that hard cuz her back would hurt still but yeah. she laughed as hard as she could haha. then ate at the food court. Came home.. killed some time... took a nap on the aero bed haha.. then woke up to fold the clothes.. and here i am. =)

so now i sign off with a smile on my face because of the small things in life that count: laughter.. mother/daughter talks.. rolling through the mall haha.. a message on my phone.. and just knowing that i had a good day. niteynite! *muah*