my goodness.. the weather is only making me more tired than i already am.. then why am i online?? *sigh.. i don't know. let's see.. i've had PCN practice ALL week.. and there are fun times.. and stressful times.. but all in all.. it was a good experience. Let's just hope that everything will go a. o. k. tomorrow. I went to Juice it up twice today! haha once before and once after.. yumm.. it's the only thing i had in my stomach the whole day.

and now.. "the end is near".. ok just kidding.. this force of habit of singing a song when a phrase reminds me of it is REALLY at it's peak. seriously. this whole week, i have been hearing phrases and it just reminds me of a song...... ANYWHO.. and now i have time to think.. life had been sailing this week.. it's the calm after the storm.. but i have a feeling that it's becoming the calm before the storm (i know how u feel mona!).. so this seemingly busy schedule actually didn't overwhelm me... *gasp! maybe because i have gotten used to a busy schedule.. or that i actually had time to fit a busy schedule.. or maybe i was able to balance my schedule so that i'd have time for R&R.. and i started doing Pilates.. so that's always soothing. it's very relaxing. =) and on top of ALL that.. i had fun. and i'm getting some sleep. haha

the area of my life that i usually have trouble in is actually running smoothly.. maybe not the exact way i wanted it to but things work out in the end. i think i've finally came around to just LIVING LIFE.. i only live this life once.. yah know? and this week had really showed me how. even tho i have engagements.. there's no harm in having fun while i'm there.. and even tho school is school.. there's is definitely time to just get a little loose and have fun.. it may not be the funnest time.. but anything is worth it when it puts a smile on a face. i find myself smiling more and being more friendly/open (with the exception of today @ lunch). i don't remember the last i smiled and actually felt good. Actually, i do.. haha. but yeah.. that was a while back. I find myself motivated to go to school.. wut's my motivation?? being able to see my friends and putting a smile on their face. =)

ah.. today was an eventful day. So it started with a little league baseball game [which by the way was REALLY cute! =)] and ended with a phone call from one of my very close friends. =) Today was also refreshing! So here i am.. out on a saturday morning.. watching a little league baseball game.. ahh.. a day in the park with trinity. =) Then i headed over to chuck e cheese.. ahh.. it's great to be a kid (again).. Then i got my eyebrows threaded with Trinity's grandma... ahh.. feels good to look good.. Then i headed over to the town center to get some rubios and bump into my Auntie Na.. ahh.. feels good to catch up with family members.. I dropped a friend off and then piano lessons.. ahh.. feels good to exercise the fingers after 2 weeks of no piano.. I came home and me and the whole family headed to Redondo Beach ahh.. feels good PERIOD.. Then i came home.. ate.. and took a nice warm shower.. ahh.. feels good to be clean.. and there was my eventful and refreshing day. =) There was one thing missing tho @ the beach.. my pumpkin pie.. hahaha

i'm glad today happened.. it was a day i FINALLY got to enjoy life.. man.. hanging out with little kids sure teach you a lot.. and then i have the middle of the age spectrum.. it truly shows me that no matter how old or young you are.. life is fun as long as you're young at heart...